We do not often understand why we are suddenly standing in a secluded corner. But we do find ourselves there too often, scratching heads with an over turned eyebrow, asking ourselves "what went wrong? Why me?'. That question would win the most often question to be asked by humanity ever. It takes really long for us to figure out that while the world is distorted, crazy, unfair and non-linear, we might actually be losing it, standing right there in the middle of those huge crowds and screaming for help. To begin with, how many times do we go back to that one stupid moment of anger that shows itself in a moment, way uncalled for? Do we take a moment to think if the outburst was really needed? But of course, if one was to do that, there would be hope in this world after all. No, this ain't cynicism. But yet another moment where we need to re-think a situation.
I began with the habit lately, only after very recent happenings, plainly to ponder if its just the entire world that is wrong or could it be, could it actually be me?!! Well, whaddya know! Yours truly ain't perfect after all!
Being a low, depressed person, by choice, force or chance, takes a lot of that strength out of you. Before it can all come back even stronger. One realizes, and only he realizes that, that really is not the place he wants to continue to be in. And that one moment of reflection squeezes the grit out of him. Much as the world would think that he is calling for attention, it really is his burden to carry; to deal with the pain, anger and hatred that the world throws at him, at this juncture for being the way that he is. Living in denial to do so not only affects the mental state of being but it also ruins that physical mind and body that the world thinks that it is seeing. The one which the world judges, beats and throws away, without a moment of consideration. While it is extremely difficult to balance this mind, soul and body, it is imperative to control each of these aspects to live a healthy and peaceful lifestyle in order to bring about that balance in the equation that we call a healthy being.
An outburst in anger does not take long, but the damage done is often irreversible and pondered upon after the moment of contemplation, realization and acceptance has gone by. And that's what we can effectively call- one crazy moment of impediment. One needs to stand that spot again and think, "did it really matter that I had to use those very words which I did". The answer is, most often, no. No individual is sinister enough to want to hurt another being willfully. At least I would like to believe it is so in the perfect world that I would want it to be. Man is only made up so many words. So what he chooses in order to express his emotions truly felt, describes the human being that he is. Anger management has told us that counting helps. Well, I do not know how that works considering how strong my counting has got over these past many years. :P. But I certainly did realize that the act of vengeful hate or willful hurt ain't gonna fetch you a nice place by the window in that big black book that the Almighty may be keeping for the good deeds you have done. After all, no one act is a selfless deed, as Phoebe Buffay helps us see in F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Thus it becomes absolutely necessary to clear the clutter in your head, free it of all those cobwebs and untangle yourself from all mind-fucks to be able to balance that equation we spoke about earlier. They all do like to go hand-in-hand, after all. And not heeding to that sheer want of peace and tranquility that your mind deserves is going to affect your physical state of being. With each individual living a life of wants and complications, one cannot really expect the other standing besides him/her to be sane enough. Be that change from within that you want the other person to be. After all, life is short and we do have to keep aside some amount of time in it for moments of self-reflection, thus allowing life to experiment and take us forward from there.
I began with the habit lately, only after very recent happenings, plainly to ponder if its just the entire world that is wrong or could it be, could it actually be me?!! Well, whaddya know! Yours truly ain't perfect after all!
Being a low, depressed person, by choice, force or chance, takes a lot of that strength out of you. Before it can all come back even stronger. One realizes, and only he realizes that, that really is not the place he wants to continue to be in. And that one moment of reflection squeezes the grit out of him. Much as the world would think that he is calling for attention, it really is his burden to carry; to deal with the pain, anger and hatred that the world throws at him, at this juncture for being the way that he is. Living in denial to do so not only affects the mental state of being but it also ruins that physical mind and body that the world thinks that it is seeing. The one which the world judges, beats and throws away, without a moment of consideration. While it is extremely difficult to balance this mind, soul and body, it is imperative to control each of these aspects to live a healthy and peaceful lifestyle in order to bring about that balance in the equation that we call a healthy being.
An outburst in anger does not take long, but the damage done is often irreversible and pondered upon after the moment of contemplation, realization and acceptance has gone by. And that's what we can effectively call- one crazy moment of impediment. One needs to stand that spot again and think, "did it really matter that I had to use those very words which I did". The answer is, most often, no. No individual is sinister enough to want to hurt another being willfully. At least I would like to believe it is so in the perfect world that I would want it to be. Man is only made up so many words. So what he chooses in order to express his emotions truly felt, describes the human being that he is. Anger management has told us that counting helps. Well, I do not know how that works considering how strong my counting has got over these past many years. :P. But I certainly did realize that the act of vengeful hate or willful hurt ain't gonna fetch you a nice place by the window in that big black book that the Almighty may be keeping for the good deeds you have done. After all, no one act is a selfless deed, as Phoebe Buffay helps us see in F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Thus it becomes absolutely necessary to clear the clutter in your head, free it of all those cobwebs and untangle yourself from all mind-fucks to be able to balance that equation we spoke about earlier. They all do like to go hand-in-hand, after all. And not heeding to that sheer want of peace and tranquility that your mind deserves is going to affect your physical state of being. With each individual living a life of wants and complications, one cannot really expect the other standing besides him/her to be sane enough. Be that change from within that you want the other person to be. After all, life is short and we do have to keep aside some amount of time in it for moments of self-reflection, thus allowing life to experiment and take us forward from there.
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